Introduction: The Study
After the Staplehurst rail crash while returning from
Paris—how could I write anymore? The whole train plunging off the cast iron
bridge under repair into the abyss—all except the last carriage dangling on the
cliff in which I was traveling.
Why was I spared? Down below the smoke and fire—and a
strange ominous silence. And then slowly at first and then gaining horrible
ferocity—the screaming began. Six carriages packed with human beings—writhing
and suffering in agony.
I had never been in a train accident or shipwreck—not even a
cab accident on the streets of London. And yet there I was—working my way down
the steep sides of the ravine to aid and comfort in whatever way I could any of
the poor injured people dying down there.
When I got back to Gads Hill Place, after many traumatic and
sleepless nights—I turned into a recluse like Miss Havisham. Without any Pip or
Estella to entertain me—to play cards for my vain enjoyment. Nor did I ever
again write about desiring anyone’s heart to ever be broken for revenge—not
after the Staplehurst nightmare.
I stopped writing and became an opium addict. I locked the
door to my study and kept to myself for days on end. I no longer had any Great
Expectations for anything—nor was I interested in any mock-heroic Tale of Two
Cities. I spent long jaded nights at a disreputable opium den run by a certain
aging witch Princess Puffer.
I escaped from myself—like so many other writers had done
before me. I did what they did—Coleridge, De Quincy, Baudelaire, Poe. I tried
to forget about Staplehurst—but my mind had turned dark and moody.
I brooded on death and murder mysteries, revenge and
unrequited love, the kind of themes that had always been in the background of
all my stories—lurking in the dark corners, fashioned around the usual human
failings. Greed, jealousy, deception, lies—I had become one of my own
characters.
And that’s how “The Mystery of Edwin Drood” came into its
nefariously precocious existence—knowing it would be my last novel. And yet I
kept writing at it in my study—writing as I’d always done. But this time with a
pipe—letting the story tell itself without me. My only guide being—the
exquisite illustrations by Luke Fildes…
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